22 2 / 2012
Having a little of this and trying to block out all the worries. I hate feeling stagnant, like I’m not doing enough. We have to make major decisions, like do we resign our lease for another year and I’m just not sure if that is what I want. I mean if I do have to stay in New York for another year this is where I would want to be, I feel comfortable here, and have finally settled in. I just hate having the restriction, what happens if I stay, and next year rolls around and I’m still in the exact same place? It’s not a bad place, but I know it’s not where I want to be.
